I have not written in a journal since my move to San Francisco. There simply was not enough time. Now that I lived through 'The End of Days', I feel the urge to document ever little thing, so that I may look back on it and never forget.

We survived. Not all of us, the Charmed Ones will be remembered for their selfless act, and I will always be eternally grateful to them for all that they have done for me, and for others during their time with us.

I am lucky, Paige was returned to me and we will have the chance to live the life together that we dreamed of. There are bound to be bumps in the road given her current situation, but I am sure we will work through them. I need time to adjust.

For now, that is all.

Azura

Paige thinks I am being inconsiderate of her feelings given the nature of what she has to deal with right now. Am I? I only inquired as to whether she needs to eat such disgusting combination of foods in such large amounts.

P.S. Andrea, I better not find an answer to this question scribbled underneath in my private journal.

Andrea may not be allowed, but The Voice is and quite frankly there is nothing you can do about it, young lady.

Be kind to Paige. She is going through a difficult time and is close to having something akin to a cricket ball shoved through her nostril. How might you feel?

The Voice has vocalised!

Personally, I am trying to imagine the pain as something so vile as child birth.

And I am only looking out for her health, God knows that she needs someone to do that these days.

Paige died on me again.

The voice reckons you should not be flippant about such affairs, you little wench.

Do I not have the right to be a little angry given that this is the third time that this has happened?

You're blaming Paige, aren't you? AREN'T YOU!?

... that is not the point.

Anyway.

You are only a Voice, how can you truly understand the details of such matters?

The Voice does not like your gall. The Voice is going to have a word with TPTB and get you sorted out, young lady.

And I find The Voice incredibly insensitive given that I have just lost my wife.

The Voice does not experience emotion and is completely impartial to whatever happens in your life, you little bastard.

Then why does The Voice feel the need to have a word with TPTB about my behaviour?

BECAUSE YOU'RE A SLAG!