So, thought I better start one of these puppies up!

It's my first day here and it's kinda weird, i'm supposed to believe I have powers? It'd be really cool, but y'know, it's not very likley. Although, I did end up on this short ladies floor...so I guess it could be possible!

I'm trying to get an apartment, at least then i'll have somewhere to stay while I go silently crazy.

Well, I'll keep you updated, just gotta get myself used to all this now, and settle in. Hopefully that wont take long!

Yes, yes you are supposed to believe that. What's more, you will fight. Walking lightbulb. Congratulations on the Penthouse. It seems that not everything about the Landlord is utterly repulsive. Then again...

Have you made any friends?

I seem to have neglected you as of late diary, I apologise.

So, what have I been up to?

I went to a magic shop and got some equipment for my life as a witch, I tried to summon someone to guide me and help me get stronger...but I inadvertantly summoned a mermaid, jolly fun no? So anyways, she left me...cause she's crazy and unstable...

Oooh, but she went after I met Mr. Justin, who is kinda...a friend? Well y'know, we've done the deed...lots, but i've like known him for like a few hours. Lord i'm a slut!

Well anyways, Justin and I were getting out *grunt* on when we were rudely interupted by his power, premonitions. He dragged me all the way to some church where there was some freaky spectral bitch..but I vanquished her! ME! My first vanquish with my kick ass power! Whoop! Whoop!

Le sigh, so happy! Any opinions oh omnipotent and wise Voice?

Opinions? Bah! The Voice cares not for opinions, you ignorant little rodent! Congratulations on saving the day, you walking flashlight, you. Who knows what you'll be scaring off next, mice?

And yes you are a slut. What if he asks for a relationship? Are you that sort of guy?

Maybe I am that kind of guy....we'll see!

So, I get up and walk to the forest to practice my sparkly powers. I walk peacefully through a clearing, more wood, then I stop at a pretty lake.

I was minding my own business when BAM!!! A huge-o monster-o climbs out of the lake and is trying to kill me. Either that or it's one of those misunderstood lonley monsters that wants a friend....I doubt it, cause it bitchslapped me!

But HA! I blinded it and ran, but silly me! I forgot to look where I was going....now I'm lying on the floor bleeding to death while a giant monster tries to eat me. Think I'll be ok?

Anything to say o'great Voice? Before I die that is.....

Nope.

So, hey!

I thought i'd write here a little whilst my body is in limbo, being gnawed at by a giant kitty cat....how ironic. Pussy finally gets me.

So yeah, after my little power thing I want home and slept, then went to P3 to chill and heard about a contest, I still have to sort those cocktails out....

Justin was there and something kinda happened, he was muy pissed at me and went all schitzo after. Innyways, he had a premonition that I was going to be attacked, he tried to stop me but nooooo, noble Paz had to go to the rescue, and now i'm off in some kitty's jaws *sigh*

And that poor little Leprechaun...

And yet again I am in limbo. I'm begining to notice a trend here...

Not another giant cat, rather a wiccan, who I thought was good and on my side. Aparently not, that evil bitch.

Also, I have been noticing that i'm a little rude as of late. Guess that's what you get for speaking before thinking.

Hey, Power expansion! Whoop! Although, I do have a bit of a non-liking for heat and fire related things. I will have to make do and only use it when I have to from now on.

Anyways, I am trying to send a letter I wrote to Justin through a spell, and i'm waiting to see what happens. Like the wiccan says I can't lie to myself anymore, I have to do what feels right.

The void, again. I'm begining to think it likes me...

So, yeah, Why do I try to do things when people warn me against them? I mean, I ended up in the void when Justin tried to save me, and now when the wiccan told me a spell could cause me trouble. Duh me!

I am actuallu getting to like the void, it's voidy. Maybe i'll be back to help with the whole Justin/Andrea situation, maybe not. I do actually feel quite bad because now Chloe is alone in this, and I can't try to help, apparently she's not a prober witch, I'll have to ask her what that's about later.

Anyways, I'm of to vacation in the void. Ciao!

Aww, Pazzeh. The truth of the matter is, nobody likes you. That's why The Powers keep turfing you away into random places for random amounts of time.

I feel abused

The Voice thinks it's Justin you need to be talking to about that, not The Voice.

Hey there Voice.

Just thought i'd have a go of this badboy, seeing as I have nothing else to do.

I'm stuck in some fighting place in the underworld. I was meant to be saving Justin and Andrea, turns out, not so much.

Chloe went down there too to try to help, but she got caught. Now we can't use our powers and y'know, i'm freakin' clueless. What can I do? There is only so much a person can take until they break and all their passion dies, all their fire. I don't want to be one of those people.

The chubby fool who trapped me in there has now offered us a way out...possibly. There has to be some kind of trick or condition, he wants something, and in all honesty if it's not too horrific, he can have it. I want to get out and be in the world again, use my powers, walk around, do what I want to do.

Like that's gonna ever happen. Le sigh.

One step away from freedom! Oh yeah!

I've had my amulet taken off, so I can access my powers again, thank god! It's been so long. We're still down there though, I'm kinda worried that we're all going to get caught again, I couldn't cope with that, I just want to get out.

Vince is having a little trouble getting our amulets off with those shiny lights, I hope he can get everyone free, he's already got mine, Chloe's and Andrea's off, but what about the rest of them?

Long time no update.

I went on a quest to save a vampire I didn't know, it was long and tiring, but it all worked out. When we administered the elixir something happened, like the darkness in her broke free and set flight.

I know one day it'll be back, whether that's soon or not.

Right now i'm at the lake, sitting at the shore. I was here when I got my power advancement, being attacked by some kind of water dwelling monster. I've really grown attached to my powers and use them quite a lot recently, especially with all the quest business.

I think it's time to get back to my herritage, my witch roots. I should embrace the magic in me and learn to utilise it in me. Spells and potions and rituals. I may go visit my friend the wiccan, in the magic shop.

That sounds like a fine idea, Paz. All witches should know how to properly be so. Not that it's necessary, but it's quite helpful to know some of those little tricks. And the Wiccan sure is the best person to go to for such advice. The Voice wishes you luck.

So, after seemingly forever, I think I may actually try to do something with myself.

I've got a few unresolved issues to get around too. Like that freaky ginger guy that randomly appeared in my penthouse, and that dog demon. Well...back to work.

No rest for the wicked, eh voice?

Hey Voice,

It's been a long time.

Alot's happened in my life since the last time I wrote. Alot. It's all gone a bit upside down, but it's coming back down to earth again. There was a period of time where I lost myself. I stopped being me. Andrea saved me and i'm eternally greatful to her for that, I felt so guilty for leaving after all she'd done to help me out but I had to go. I couldn't face the idea of seeing everyone after everything I had done. I tried to kill everyone. I tried to kill pretty much all of my friends. I couldn't expect them to trust me after that, or even forgive me.

I felt that getting away from San Francisco would help me to get over what happened and help get my head clear away from the stress there. And it has. I don't know if anyone else has, but I've forgiven myself for everything I did.

I don't know how long it's going to be until I come back to my penthouse in CW. I hope it's okay. I left pretty much all of my things. I miss my friends, it feels like years since I saw them, and to be fair, it's been a while since I saw them without trying to kill them. I hope Andrea's okay, she fought so hard to help me and I just left. I'm doing good where I am though, fighting demons and trying my hardest not to get killed as I move around. I've met so many people and seen so many things.

I read about Paige dying, and her sister, Prue. It's horrible. I didn't know her well, but I knew Paige and her sisters were the greatest source of good around. I might turn up to pay my respects, but I don't think i'm ready to be seen by anyone yet. I might be able to find a way around that.

Anyways, I think i've gone on enough. Ciao.

A lot is two words, Paz. Two words.

Two.

That said, The Voice gives a quiet 'woo' that you have got in touch. Not that The Voice has any opinion.

Thanks voice. I appreciate your help with my language based skills, or lack of them, as it may be.

Are you giving me lip?

Not me, Voice!

Anyways, thanks for listening, i'll try to be in contact again soon.