Title: Shinji's Book of Secrets
Description: Ooo, secrets...!
Shinji - September 5, 2004 05:38 PM (GMT)
Well, this has been a ball of a day. I don't know if it'll get better, but I can hope against hope and wish against wish... Oh never mind...
here is the load down...
Got stripped naked and then thank nature I didn't die... But I'm wet in return, which is a small price to pay for not dying. Thos evils... beautiful on the outside but deadly on the inside... Great isn't it the way evil works that that. Selling sex as a toy... I'm still young and hormones still growing... Very hard to resist the temptation, and here they are flaunting their beauty as a weapon. I guess there are worst things in life...
Stumbled my way to a log cabin... Enough about what happened in my life so far...
And a note to self and also a food for though. "Don't trust everyone that are too beautiful. They might kill you." Oh great...
Shinji - September 8, 2004 12:11 PM (GMT)
And another evil strikes again! This time, a Warlock by the name of Demerous as he calls himself. What a big bother! After nearly killing me and with a lucky break with a spell, he was sent away.
I sure don't want to have to deal with three evils on the same day... Two is alot already. I need to regenerate my energy... Replenish my vigor or whatever you want to call it.
It's just that I haven't faced up to so much evil in one day before... or really, I haven't really faced up to these kind of evil, the whole demons and warlocks thing. I don't think I can live through another evil attack... not at the state I am in. Maybe against another Panther then maybe yes. I can fight it off without it eating me alive, but still... not that I want to.
It totally wouldn't be my day if the loch ness monster came out of the lake and then tries to devour me or something... Then I'll really be screwed. My powers can only do so much and only acting upon physcial motion to power it up to attack at a distance. Very cool and nifty, but the weakness of immobilisation I need to watch out for. Incase I get held again and my power render useless.
Well... Cooling myself at the lake, relax for a while... That's the live. I still need to work out how to get out fo the Forest and into the City without looking like some Tarzan... At least I have Demerous' tattered shirt. That's one good thign about that attack, it resulted in me owning a damn shredded shirt to cover myself up.
Oh gawd... Can this day get anymore... fun?
The Voice - September 8, 2004 12:33 PM (GMT)
Why not try a place at CW Apartments? Get a place to call home and to recharge your batteries.
As you've learned from your brief stint in the world, alot can happen in a short space of time. It's just something you have to deal with as a young witch.
Shinji - September 8, 2004 12:39 PM (GMT)
Thank you Voice for answering.
I have considered catching a place at CW Apartments, but the transition from the Forest to the City would be one embrassing mess... I can hardly transport myself there magically... I don't want to risk casting another spell. I have spoken two spells already to save my life and this situation might be embrassing, but nto life threatening.
So... CW Apartment sounds good. To unwind and have a place to call home. Now for this little small problem of getting out of the Forest and into the Apartments dressed like a normal human being... Now that's a challenge.
Demonic attacks are part of my life now whether I like them or not. I'll live with them and adjust my life the way I want it to go. I pave my own future after all... But I know that's not exactly true. But none-the-less, I'm going to find the exit to the Forest now... Once I can drag my lazy ass away from the Lake that is.
Shinji - September 30, 2004 04:51 AM (GMT)
I'm being paranoid. I happen to carry a notepad and pen in my pockets. Is that so wrong? My other Voice in my head tells me differently. Maybe my head is telling me things that I should do.
This is troublesome. There is nothing to worry about until Demerous shows up again. So why am I being paranoid and stupid? I am acting like a fool.
The Voice - October 2, 2004 04:21 PM (GMT)
Shinji - October 12, 2004 04:39 PM (GMT)
Yes... Thank you Voice.
I have something to say.
I'm scared. Yes, I'm scared. I hate fighting, I don't like fighting, but the most important thing is, I can't fight.
It was a fluke last time I fought Demerous, my spell took him by suprise and he disappeared. I don't think I would be so lucky this time.
Demerous has a woman hostage and there's this lady whom came out of her apartment, she was with the cat. She seems nice. I mean she isn't trying to kill me or anything... But what if she's just acting for Demerous? That I'll be totally screwed.
Demerous can end up killing an innocent and I'll probably end up dying. Oh great. I should have just run when I saw him. That would ahve been good.
I know I have told myself I musn't run away... But I just can't help it... I want- Need to escape.
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I musn't run away... I musn't run away...
Why is it that so many people are stronger then me? Demon Demerous will kill me if you don't do anything to defend myself. I can attack him again. He'll eventually find a way to blink out though. Recruit and come back to kill you with an army of demons and stuff.
Haven't made one potion in my life and won't know hwo to unless I learn. So potion's definitely out. besides, I can't conjure up any potions. So it's either my spells or my power... I doubt my power will do much anymore.
I get tired so easily. I guess I ain't exactly the fitttest guy. I didn't do much sport when i was in high school. I guess I'm starting to regret not taking care of my health better.